I... am not happy with this, nor am I happy with the fact that I am being medicated. But my feelings on the matter are less important than being able to function again.
Tomorrow, I go in for bloodwork. The doctor thinks my problem is a mixture of underactive thyroid and depression, with a healthy dose of hormones to make it interesting.
Guess we'll see what happens over the next few months.
In the meantime, I'll be scarce online. Please don't take it personally if I seem snappish, or don't reply to emails or pages. Dealing with people, even those that mean well and want nothing but the best for me, is something I have a hard time doing these days... even the people I love the most.
Hopefully this will blow over soon.