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Things are okay. I haven't gone postal and killed anyone yet, I just haven't felt much like writing. I haven't felt like much of anything lately, to be honest.

I've been trying to keep myself busy with personal projects, letting the creative bits of my brain regenerate a little before I start strip mining them again.

A little discouraged at finances; evidently the hefty tax refund I thought I was getting has been transformed by the IRS demons into owing $75. Must set money aside. Grr.

My best friend has announced that she's getting married this summer, and wants me and Roho to be there. This throws a monkey wrench in plans for the summer, although with the tax thing, it's probably better to curtail travel plans anyway. Will discuss with Bren and decide what we're going to do.

Dieting is still going, nearly a month without falling off the wagon. Go me! Planning a fun Valentine's day though, as I'm going to have something nice and carb-rich for lunch that Saturday. :9

Shortly after, I turn 25. Good Lord, where has the time gone?

Went to the doc this morning, heard all sorts of conjecture on what my internal problems can be. I'm trying not to let the more.. vicious.. possibilities hang around my brain too much, or I'll get an anxiety attack. Hopefully by Tuesday, we'll have some of the nastier stuff ruled out. (Either that, or I'll be going under for surgery, and I will feel justified in having a full blown anxiety attack. :P)

Either way, I'm really ready for pain and discomfort to cease and desist.

And I need a nap.

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sushimare
Feb. 7th, 2003 06:12 am (UTC)
*hugs* Sorry I haven't really been available to you lately. I hope the medical stuff works out. If you can't make it to Anthrocon, we'll all really miss you, but weddings are much more important.

*hug*
enveri
Feb. 7th, 2003 06:26 am (UTC)
Sweets, you have your own problems right now, and I wouldn't be much of a friend if I expected you to set yours aside to listen to mine. *tight hug*

I'm here for you, hon. And I know you're there for me, too. :) I just don't wanna lean on you when you've already got so much; not when I have a nice strong fennec right here... (besides, I can goose him while I'm leaning)

Did you ever get my email about the clothes?
sushimare
Feb. 7th, 2003 06:42 am (UTC)
Yep! Remember, we talked about it on FurryMuck. You mentioned a skirt and blouse set that you thought might work for me. I'm pretty sure I told you that I'd be willing to check it out.

*hug* And thank you for understanding. I still feel bad about wallowing in my own self pity when my friends could really use the old Lonnie around right now.
enveri
Feb. 7th, 2003 06:44 am (UTC)
OH!

I don't remember you saying you'd like to try it. *embarassed*

Okay! I'll get it out in the mail to ya then. :)
tygermoonfoxx
Feb. 7th, 2003 08:51 am (UTC)
I'll keep hoping for the best for you in your job situation and hope that the tests rule out the nastiest possibilities. I couldn't blame you if they require surgery to correct them; I'm deathly afraid of being operated on so I know I would be panicking.
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