Today has been so busy I could barely breathe. It wouldn't be so bad, if it were just busy.. but it's been problematic busy, where I'm tied up in long involved problems that I have to take ownership of. Earlier today I was juggling two cranky technicians and trying to dispatch for a lunatic client. Sadly to say, due to snowstorms in the Pacific Northwest, we're just not gonna meet your expectations, pal. Maybe you should have planned ahead a little better.
I'm tired and irritable. And I don't want to post another angsty and whiney post, so.. I won't.
I have a mandatory company meeting tonight that will last late into the evening, so I probably won't be online tonight. A new stack of work (suitably enormous) was just dumped on me. Yay.
Home from the company meeting, and wondering why I'm feeling so much better. Bah. They fed us really well, and several of the people at my table were nicely toasted. I think next quarter, I'll go visit the bar before the meeting, too.
The company seems to be doing really well financially... I was pleased to see that staffing is number 2 on the list of problems they want to address in 2004. I was even more pleased to hear that the company is talking about opening an office on the east coast soon. I'm really hoping for the Boston area; both because it's logical, and because in 5-6 years, I may be able to transfer there rather than go through the whole job search thing. I'm giving serious thought to staying in the telecom business; obviously not in customer service, but perhaps in the project management or the more technical aspects. I could make a good career out of it, I think.
After eating, and getting away from the office, I felt a lot better.. I had good company as well. I'm not terribly close with any of my coworkers, but the two I was sitting with tonight are some that I like more than others. I was pleased to see, too, that next quarter, I'll be getting my 1 year pin and appreciation award- a $50 gift certificate from Amex. Mmm. Yeah. :9
I came home to find Bren busy in the kitchen making some sort of spinach-cheese casserole for my lunches. Last night he made chicken stir fry for me, and there was a plate of low-carb muffins cooling as well. Sometimes... I have got to be the stupidest person in the world. I have been so wrapped up with the traditional gender roles that the thought that Brendan would cook for me while I'm dieting just.. never occured to me. It's something I have a real problem with, and he's very gently and persistently showing me that he survived quite well before I came along, and is happy to do things for me for a change. I just.. wow. Thank you, angel. I don't deserve you. (As you so tackily agreed tonight)
So.. some of the stress of dieting is easing off. Tomorrow night we have dinner with a friend at one of our favorite brewpubs.. .I doubt seriously that there is going to be anything particularly atkins friendly; unless I eat a salad.. and I'm okay with that. I'm pretty content with things right now; a marked contrast from earlier this afternoon.
Right now, I'm going to use a bit of what's left of my evening to write up some html stoof for AFA, and get some work done. I need to stop complaining about my life and get off my ass and do something about it.