So.. needless to say, my day had a very poor beginning. I was upset about the assreaming, and tired and just.. frustrated in general. It never ceases to amaze me how the least little mistake I make becomes some huge big deal to the managers, while others are overlooked. I think at my next job I'll just be an average worker. Being an overacheiver has really not been working out for me.
I'm not really sure how I'm doing on the personal front. Bren and I had a bit of a talk a few weeks back, and... yeah.. to meet my goals, I have to conquer certain personality flaws.. (A gross oversimplification) and.. I have a hard time gauging my progress. I think I'm doing okay... at least, I haven't noticed Bren looking overly concerned or depressed, so... that's good at least.
It would seem that I have a AFA meeting on the 2nd of January, which should be fun. I really need to sit down, go through the site, and make a list of the things that need to be done, as well as post it up so Kim can direct people that want to help there. So much to be done... Blerg!!
Right now, I think I'm going to shut the door, turn out the lights, and take me a little nap. My arm has been aching all afternoon, and my desk offers really poor support for my elbows, which from experience, I know is just going to make the CTS worse.
More later, perhaps!
